Inside

There’s this space
That pulls me in
There’s this face
That holds my hand
There’s this thing
That isn’t me
There’s this place
Where I just bleed
There’s this ceiling
That holds me down
There’s this laughter
Of those silly clowns
There’s this monster
Raging inside

There’s this moment
That can’t be denied
There’s this empty hole
Deep in my heart
Deep in my soul
And there’s nothing
There’s this nothing
Nothing is wrong
There’s nothing wrong

There’s this woman hiding
Somewhere in space
There’s this mother
Holding her face
There’s this silence
Echoing in my ear
There’s this answer
Without a care
There’s this morning rising
Higher than the stars
There’s this longing
For perfection
For so much more
There’s this heartbeat
Stopping on a lie

There’s this nowhere inside
There’s this nothing
Nothing is wrong
Nothing and everything’s wrong
There’s nowhere to hide
The demon lives inside

There’s this poetry
And little sighs
There’s this wonderful
Endless moment that left me blind
There’s this little girl
Holding onto her dreams
There’s this woman
Trying hard not to be seen
There’s this heartache
That no one cares for
No one left here to see
There’s this motor car
That drives me away
There’s this ageless peace
Deep in the sea
There’s this lost ship
Drifting over
Falling over
The edge of my insanity

And there’s nothing
There’s this nothing
Nothing is wrong
Yet nothing is all right
There’s nowhere to hide
When your demon lives inside