light it up

burnt out street lights 

lining my way

ahead is empty black space

i will light it up

you’ll see

i don’t need love

but it would be sweet

if you were here with me

when i reach the end

rain pours down again

gutters run with the wind

people scatter across the street

no eye contact looking at feet

and i’m just smiling

i’m just laughing

i’m standing still

waiting for my thrill

i will light it up

you’ll be free

i don’t need love

if it’s only killing me

if you aren’t here with me

when i reach the end

i’ll forgive you always

time and time again

dark highway ahead

long road way home

thinking about the hidden meanings

in the things specially said 

you stood there watching me

a lay naked in the heat

you mumbled something

while i pretend to sleep

i will light it up

you’ll be sheen

we don’t need love

just a few hours in between

if you aren’t there with me

when i rise again

i’ll find you in the stars

reborn alive my friend


written by Barbara Doduk August 20, 2006